Rules of what?

I know that it has been over ten days since the new year has started but I have not yet made my New Years Resolution list. Call is laziness or procrastination, maybe a combination of both, but I don't really care to make one. If anything I feel obligated to make one. Probably because everyone is constantly asking me what my resolutions are. Do I really need to have any? Can't I just live life the way things are now without a stupid list of what I should try to change about myself and my life? What if I like the way my life is now? Okay, alright, I admit I am not content with my life and the way things are going, 100% but I am pretty comfortable with things are going right now. We all cannot be 100% happy with our lives, we are always going to find something wrong with the way our lives are heading and yes, this includes ourselves too. Anyways, enough with my mini rant. Though I have gone off about making a list I have decided to make a different sort of list. This one is not one I plan on achieving within a year. Instead I plan on making the goals on my list a lifetime goal. I want to be able to take my time in achieving each one of them. For example, exercise. Instead of just putting, "Lose weight." I want it to be a lifetime goal that I keep excessive weight off, well, forever. So here we go:

Lifetime goals:

1. Exercise only when I want to, not because I feel I should or because I want to lose weight. I should exercise for pleasure and enjoyment. That way it does not become a chore!

2. Lose the weight I gained while in college, this does not have to be within a certain time frame. If anything this is

a goal I want to take day by day.

3. Stop overeating and indulging in anything and everything I want. I need to learn to be disciplined when it comes to eating. I will not limit myself from eating certain foods, instead I will learn to only smaller portions of various

dishes to satisfy my craving for different types of foods. That way I do not overeat.

4. Drink more water, I think this one should be a must for everyone! Water is important, it is the life source for

humans, animals, plants, nature and anything and everything on this planet of ours!

5. Be more conservative in saving and conserving in electricity, water, food, clothes, etc.

6. Learn to be more patient.

7. Cherish my family and friends more. I love them all to death and do not know how they put up with me. I already

do appreciate them but I feel that I should appreciate them more day by day, especially for the little things they

do for me and most of all for loving me.

8. Appreciate life, especially mine. God has given me an amazing life filled with great family members and friends

especially a pair of functioning and healthy legs, arms, a head filled with a large imagination and aspirations, a

heart to give and accept love, a petite body, healthy lungs to breathe as much oxygen as I need, especially when

when running, etc.

9. Find a peace within myself. This one is really hard. It may take years, even decades to accomplish this one, but

life is a journey that continues on and on, so until the day I die I will continue to try, try, and try.

10.This one goes out to one of my besties, IK. She said she wants to live like fearlessly, and I too want to. I do not

want to live life regretting, I would rather try and fail than look back and always wonder. I think those moments

are the worst when you are just pondering, what could have been or happened. I would rather have tried for

something even if it means failing because then I know that I had tried and would learn from it. Plus, you can

get some great stories out of those failed moments. hahaha. Like last week when I went to a club with my

besties and decided to hit on a bartender. I would never have thought of doing this considering the fact that I can

be a major pussies when it comes to meeting random guys, but the guy in me told me to grab my balls and "JUST

DO IT!" So I did and guess what... I FAILED. Long story short, I told him I thought he was cute, we talked, he

gave me a free drink, even though he knew I was 20 (I told him when we were talking) and as we talked he said

I forgot to ask him the one questions, "Do you have a girlfriend?" And you know what I did forget! Hahahaha,

major fail. I flirted with a taken man. Ha, oh wells. Such is life, right? At least I tried and got a free cran-vodka

out of it. Things like this happen, I just need to suck it up and move on. Damn, he was cute. OH WELLS. Plenty o

of other fish out there in the sea of singles.

Alright, I am not done but I need to get out of this cafe, I didn't eat lunch and had way too many caffeine, which means, I need to excuse myself to poo in the comfort of my own bathroom and also eat because I have a headache. Until next time!