Circle.

I am lost. I don't know where I am. I don't know where I stand. I am not in control of my own life. I am not the leading lady of my life. I want help, but I don't know where to go to. I am in this never ending cycle that takes control of my life. It consumes me and has no mercy. Like a washing machine on spin cycle it spins and spins me around till I am too fragile to get up and then spits me out. But of course it does not end. It continues and I don't know how to break the cycle.